Five Nights of Yes, Ma’am is out now!

Happy release day, Theo and Callie! 

I am so thrilled to share Five Nights of Yes, Ma’am with my readers! I hope you enjoy it!

THEO
I’ve spent many nights craving the sweet bliss of surrender, but after my last relationship, I swore I’d never let myself be that vulnerable again.
The wounds are still fresh.
I’d be a fool to hand over my heart—or anything else—again.
Callie.
One look at her, and my cravings don’t just return; they take over.
She makes me ache to kneel.
To serve.
To be hers.
She says the timing is wrong, that her life is too complicated, and that she can only give me flirty texts and whispered fantasies.
I’ll take anything she gives me and do everything she commands.

CALLIE
One minute, I’m lounging on the beach soaking up the sun and the next, I’m back in my small town, drowning in responsibility.
I don’t have time for love, especially after my last relationship left me broken and guarded.
Yet…Theo is everything I could want: attentive, patient, and willing to please.
But long-distance sexts and a few one-night stands are all I can say yes to, for now.
And this sweet boy deserves so much more.
Still…the way he submits…he’s impossible to resist.

Five Nights of Yes, Ma’am is an instant attraction romance between characters in their thirties determined to see if they can make it work despite the timing.
It’s full of heat, features a female-led power exchange, and ends with a swoony, hard-earned HEA.

Available from Amazon, read in Kindle Unlimited or paperback: https://books2read.com/5nights

 

Five Nights of Yes, Ma'am is out today!

 

The whole length

Well, it’s not the white stuff falling but rain and I’ll take it. Like I said over on Mercy’s instagram, I have a to-do list as long as a monster’s c*ck and by now I’ve drank that first cup of coffee and the next one sat cold.

On today’s agenda is reading through the final edit of Five Nights of Yes, Ma’am, the next Mercy Denton book, book three in the Sinful Delights Series. You can pre-order it here and if you want to be the first to  read it, join the ARC team here.

What’s required to be on my ARC Team?

Read the book, review the book. Don’t steal it!

That’s it.

I don’t care how large your following is because sometimes, size doesn’t matter. Matters when it comes to that to-do list however and I need to keep going.

Hoping your Monday is filled with all the caffeine you need!

 

Flame For Keeps: Chapter 1

Today is release day for Flame For Keeps! I wanted to share the first chapter with you. You can read Flame For Keeps on Kobo Plus or buy from the retailer of your choice here: https://books2read.com/flameforkeeps

 

1 JOSIE 

Chefs don’t get hired in the dining room.

Josie Agosti pushed the words from her bestie out of her mind, even if she knew deep in her bones her friend was right.

She shifted in the scooped modern chair, needing to move to relieve the tension in her body after staying up late packing orders for her catering customers.

Her body was protesting the repetitive movement and too much time standing she’d done last night, but her customers relied on her to come through and she wasn’t going to let them down.

She stopped herself from moving the fork next to the knife. It was off by an inch and looked obscenely out of place in the famed seafood fine dining restaurant.

The crystal lights glowed from above, casting a soft spotlight on the polished wooden tables. The little vase of fresh flowers on each table had a star ornament perfect for the season without being overdone.

The wooden beams above created an openness for all this elegance to fit into giving it strong West Coast vibes and, even though she told herself it doesn’t matter, she’d really like to work here.

This restaurant was the kind of place a reservation needed to be made six months in advance, the kind of place celebrities frequented. The butterflies inside her belly were fluttering with nowhere to go. She couldn’t wait to meet with Executive Chef Gregory McNab and accept the job offer.

That’s what’s going to happen, she told herself, as if thinking it could will it into a reality.

***

When Chef McNabb called her out of the blue for an interview, she couldn’t believe her luck and jumped at the chance.

“But how did he get your number?” Josie asked to her friends.

“Does it matter?” Cecilia asked. “Chef McNabb’s restaurant is super intense, Josie. Do you really want that?”

“You know I do.” Josie brushed off the skeptical looks on her friends faces, they knew that working in this kind of restaurant was her dream.

***

She moved the small vase, taking deep breaths to quell her nerves. Josie took the top of the box off the shortbread cookies she’d brought as she saw the Chef’s balding head emerge from the back of the house.

“Ms. Agosti.” Chef McNabb held out his hand. He glanced at her from head to toe, the scrutiny making her sweat. But she shook his hand and tried to smile.

“Your resume is impressive! Graduate of Northwest Culinary Academy of Vancouver! Staging in Prince Edward Island.” Chef McNabb reached out and took a shortbread cookie from the box.

“Yes, Chef,” Josie said. “I love working with fresh ingredients and seafood. Both those experiences taught me a lot about using the bounty of the waters and making great plates of food.”

“I see. But not a lot of work experience in the kitchen aside from school?”

“I have a small catering business. I’ve cooked for several local celebrities.” She blushed, thinking of Ares Montague’s light green eyes, his striking angular face, and his curly blond hair.

Her tummy flipped flopped, thinking of the last time she saw Ares and turned down his invitation to dinner.

Again.

“You should be proud of your accomplishments, Ms. Agosti. I saw you perform in my kitchen during your bench test, and I loved how calm you were under pressure.”

Even though Chef McNabb had to leave that night, leaving his head chef in charge, Josie got along with the woman, and she knew she’d impressed Chef Paulson. Chef Paulson had been the first female head chef at the famed restaurant, and Josie looked up to her. To cook under her was a dream come true.

Josie smiled at his praise and hope bubbled up inside her. This was it.

Everything she dreamed about was going to happen.

“Thank-you Chef,” Josie said, smiling so wide her lips hurt. She couldn’t wait for him to make her an offer.

Chef McNabb leaned forward and took another shortbread cookie. “But I can’t offer you a job in my kitchen.”

Her smile faded, and her stomach hit the floor.

The chef chewing her shortbread cookie didn’t meet her eyes.

“Oh.” Josie leaned forward, willing herself not to cry. “But you said you were happy with my work.”

“My kitchen is fast-paced. We have thirty-five tables here and they turn over fast from Thursday to Sunday. We do a special feature each Monday, which brings a crowd in and we rarely have a lull. Maybe you should try a different type of restaurant.”

Her cheeks flamed. On Prince Edward Island, she worked for a celebrity chef, never missing a beat. Her references glowed.

“I kept up on service during the bench test,” Josie said.

“That’s true. Priscilla was thrilled with your work.”

Josie felt a flush climb up her neck. “Then why don’t you think I am a good fit?”

Chef McNabb clasped his hands together. “You kept up during one service, but for example, our Sunday brunch is busy and I have concerns about you keeping up all the time. At this high level, we expect consistency. A lot of young chefs have a problem with speed in the kitchen.”

“I can handle the physicality of being a chef,” Josie said. Her face grew hot and she felt about three apples high.

“As I said, maybe you can try for a different type of restaurant, one that is slower paced.” Chet McNabb grabbed another shortbread cookie. “You know, the back of the house isn’t for everyone. You have a pleasant personality. Have you thought of working on the floor? I could use a good hostess as back-up.”

Her cheeks burned with embarrassment. “As you said, I’ve accomplished a lot. I want to work in fine dining.”

“The workplace is often different from what they tell you in school. If you have a little catering business, I would stick to that.”

Josie twisted her hands into fists under the table. Nope, not going to cry. “Can I ask why you brought me in for an interview? You’re the one who called me.”

Chef McNabb picked up another cookie, broke it in half, crumbs dropping on the table. “Ares Montague gave me your number.”

“Ares?” Josie repeated. Her thoughts came to a halt.

“Yeah, we play in the same monthly charity poker game. I mentioned that I was looking for a chef and he said I should give you a call. He’d consider it a favour.” Chef McNabb gave her a smirk. “It’s nice to think he owes me now.”

Ares. Josie bit her tongue because she didn’t want to scream, not here. She felt humiliated enough.

“It was good to see you again, Ms. Agosti.” Chef McNabb stood, extending his hand.

“Thank you for meeting with me,” Josie said. She put the lid back on her shortbread cookies.

“Do you think I can get the recipe for your shortbread?”

“I’ll email it,” Josie said, her voice wobbling. She stood from the table, turned to Chef McNabb but she couldn’t think of anything to say. She knew she’d think of all the things she could have said as soon as she left but right now, words failed her.

He waved to her, and she exited the restaurant.

Outside in the cool drizzle, she took a few deep breaths, her thoughts crowding her mind, walking as fast as she could, stopping when she caught sight of her limp in a shop’s windows. She only ever saw it when other people did and she hated that. Josie closed her eyes against the wave of anger that threatened to spill tears because she knew this wasn’t worth crying over.

She stopped, pulling her cell out of her bag.

“Did you get the job?” Her best friend, Cecilia Yen’s, high voice made her smile.

“Nope. He had concerns about how I could keep up in his kitchen. A lot of young chefs have a problem with the speed of the kitchen. He wondered if maybe I would find being a hostess more enjoyable because I have a pleasant personality.” Her voice cracked, she couldn’t keep it together. she sniffled a sob and wiped at her face.

“You should sue the fucker, go to the press.”

“No, Cecilla. He didn’t say it,” Josie said. She turned left to where she parked her car.

He wasn’t the first person to use her disability as an excuse. Her cerebral palsy affected how she walked, but it didn’t make her incompetent.

“He all but did. What are you doing tonight?”

“I got to get back to the kitchen. I have food to cook.” She was fortunate she had work, and she needed to keep her customers happy.

“I don’t know how you let it roll off your back.”

“I don’t. It hurts, but I can’t do anything about it.”

“You don’t need him or anyone else, Josie. You have a business.”

“I know.”

It was the same thing her mother said about every interview Josie took. Her mom didn’t understand why she wouldn’t stop trying to get a job in a restaurant when her catering business outgrew her mother’s kitchen and she’d become busy enough to hire an assistant. But she couldn’t help but hold the dream she had of working in a fine dining restaurant.

Her ex-boyfriend, Ethan, told her she couldn’t do it and maybe that’s why she kept taking interviews, she needed to prove him wrong.

She thumped her steering wheel with her palm, a wave of anger crashing through her as Chef McNabb’s words registered deeper into her brain. She didn’t need favours.

“I have time to swing by before my shift.”

“Thanks, but I’m okay.” She needed to be alone, to work to drown out her anger.

The fact that Ares did her a favour she didn’t ask for made her blood heat with a simmering rage.

“See you tomorrow night for cat sitting?”

“I’ll be there,” Josie said. As soon as she hung up, her phone buzzed with a text.

[Harper] Hi Josie! I know it’s short notice, but can you bring something by for lunch, for 3pm?

She wanted to deny the request, but Harper was a good friend and the Montagues helped her business grow over the years.

It’s not like she had any good reason to deny it. A lot of her customers asked for on-the-spot lunches and she always had something ready to go.

No problem!

If Ares thought that she needed help, she was going to show him that she didn’t, thank you very much.

Before pulling out of the parking lot to make her way back to the restaurant she rented space in, she called her assistant.

“Hey, Josie. How did Chef Alphahole go?”

Josie grinned. “He’s not…okay, he kind of is. He doesn’t want me.”

“You don’t need him,” Avery said.

“So everyone keeps telling me. I’m on my way back, but I got a last-minute lunch request for Axis Management. Can you put together three lunch bowls? The salmon bowl was a hit last time, so let’s send those.”

“Not a problem.”

“Good. See you in thirty.”

Josie sighed, reached over, and brought up her playlist. With Avery taking care of the delivery, at least she didn’t have to see Ares Montague and could put him out of her mind.

***

Flame For Keeps

A determined woman. A man with a mission. A love worth fighting for.

Josie

With a thriving catering business, Josie Agosti doesn’t have time for love. Especially when it comes to her friend, Ares Montague.

He’s ten years her senior, a billionaire, and CEO of his own company.

She’s disabled and lives with her mother.

Josie has no idea what her friend sees in her but Ares’s determination and focus rivals her own.

Unable to deny the sparks between them any longer, Josie soon discovers the truth about her own limits…and about the man she thought she knew…

Ares

For Ares, loyalty is king in all things. There is no line he won’t cross to keep his brother, and the company they built together safe.

Now that he finally has the woman of his dreams, he’s determined to give her the pleasure and love he knows she deserves.

If only Josie can accept the truth about how far he’ll go to protect those he loves.

When danger threatens to destroy everything they’ve built together, Ares must decide where his loyalty truly lies….

Can Josie accept the darkness that surrounds her? Or will Ares lose more than just his company?

Flame For Keeps is the latest installment of the Bandit Brothers Series and can be read as a standalone. This steamy tale of romance has rope play and a heavy dose of suspense and ends in a HEA.

The thing about help, disability and kink

Those who know me well, think that it’s ironic that I wrote a whole series centering the damsel-in-distress-trope, but the thing is? I love this trope. I’m always trying to up the stakes in the suspense plots, to push the boundaries of realism, to make it even harder for my characters to untangle themselves on the way to the HEA

When it came to writing Ares and Josie, I wanted to make sure that it was the situation that caused her the distress. I wanted to write the story in a way that made it clear Ares was not out to save her from the perceived distress of being disabled.

I needed Josie’s autonomy respected. I needed her to stand up for herself and call people out on the toxic offers of help.

And even though Ares was going to be a forceful part of rescuing Josie, he needed to be the kind of Dom that listens. Actually respects boundaries instead of running them over. He needed to support her, offer that support in a way that could be refused.

It might be Ares’s nature to try and fix things for her, to make her life easier, to offer her help but Josie knows her own mind and just because she’s disabled, doesn’t mean she needs to be saved from her disability.

The thing about putting “help” in a kink setting is that help has to be consented to, even if the character has a disability. The boundary held and respected. When you put offers of help in that kind of setting in shines a light on how helpful help actually is…

Maybe it was my wishing for that (“help” being offered in a way that can always be refused, not with the expectation that it is accepted just because it was given) to be an every day experience that brought this forth – and I’m okay with that.

Flame For Keeps is out tomorrow.

 

candles on beach

 

 

An HEA With A Disability

“It’s simply an accident of birth that I’m not even more important.”- Hyacinth Bucket [Keeping Up Appearances] 

 

This snowy Monday morning, I’m thinking about the accident of birth. About taking chances, even so. Keep going when the chips are down, that kind of thing.

For no reason at all.

This week, with the release of Flame For Keeps, I’m doing something I never thought I’d do.

At one point, I never thought this book would get into the hands of readers and I might have screamed into the void.

When expectations don’t meet reality, it can take a bit to get over it and get on with it and with the release of Flame For Foe, that’s what happened. Readers had asked me for a book about Quinn’s little sister ever since she first appeared in Flame For Two. So I expected the release to go well.

It didn’t.

I got my first ever hate mail about a fictional character. A neurodiverse character, who acted like a neurodiverse human didn’t find the warm reception I thought she would. But I love that book and the readers who love Flame For Foe love it and I write for readers who want my books about power exchange relationships with messy characters and spicy times (my unofficial tagline).

But Flame For Keeps was drafted. If readers didn’t like Flame For Foe…how were they going to react to a book with a disabled FMC? I didn’t have my armor patched up well enough to find out and I needed a break from from the Bandit Brothers world, so I paused all projects though I did go back in and lightly edit a few books and I think there was a cover change in there…

So I launched a pen name and released three books before I went back to the Bandit Brothers world. Because Ares deserves a HEA and Josie has been one of those side characters ever since the series started and their story wouldn’t leave me alone.

“Change her…so she doesn’t have a disability.” went through my mind but I couldn’t. Didn’t want to.

Throughout those cameo appearance Josie shows up with mobility aids…except for in Flame For Foe and she as an internal as to why that is…so to change her from being a disabled character to not just because I was a scaredy cat over it? I couldn’t do it.

Besides, there’s a part of me that needs this character with her disability to be in this series and I kind of love her.

But I never thought I would write a character that shares things in common with myself, in this way.

For over a decade I have written about disability and kink in other places before becoming a romance writer, but this felt too raw, too personal. In writing Josie, I had to separate fact from fiction My own lived experiences from my character’s and in doing so, brought me to confront how inexplicably background, socioeconomic status, molds one’s experience of being disabled.

This might be the book that caused the most self-reflection yet and it was hard to write through it at times.

But Josie gets her HEA, the Bandit Brothers Series has another book and I’m going to keep on writing, despite everything. Many thanks to the readers who have waited for this book and have kept me writing.

flame for keeps

 

Almost Book Release Time!

I was trying to be clever and write, “It’s Beginning to Look Like Book Release Time!” but the titling looked strange on the post and I couldn’t quite pull it off. My coffee is cold and I need another sweater on or a blanket, I’m not picky.

It started snowing properly and hasn’t stopped and I guess that is right on time and also too late so I can’t really complain…but about the cold? I always will.

In the Bandit Brothers world, Josie and Ares’s book is almost out! I can’t wait for readers to read this one.

I hope you love it. This book took a long time to get to you and I am grateful for your patience.

You can pre-order Flame For Keeps  by clicking here: https://books2read.com/flameforkeeps

 

 

 

Ares and Josie

 

 

promo for Flame For Keeps

Two Teasers for this #TeaserTuesday

Is it still fun?

Someone asked me if writing books was still fun now that I have ….10 out.

Yes! 

I mean, not very day is perfect and I wish that my backlist was even bigger because apparently I have decided it’s okay to be literary greedy and I struggle with all the things that I have always struggled with and sometimes when that’s in a pool of my peers it makes me feel like I can’t or shouldn’t be doing this but then a reader reaches out to me and says how much they loved the newest bonus scene or they can’t wait for Ares and Josie’s book or they ask me about being on Mercy’s ARC Team…and then I think of more stories I want to tell and share and write more outlines when I should be editing…

So yes, fun.

On to the teasers! 

You can preorder Flame For Keeps here:

Kobo Canada: https://www.kobo.com/ca/en/ebook/flame-for-keeps

Kobo US: https://www.kobo.com/us/en/ebook/flame-for-keeps

Amazon US: https://amazon.com/dp/B0CR9DGDQ7

promo for Flame For Keeps
Flame For Keeps is the only book I have written, where there is no power dynamic. There’s kink: rope play and wax play but no outlined power dynamic relationship.
This is when I realized that a lot of the books in the Bandit Brothers Series focus on the D/s/ power exchange and have a side of kink along with a side of suspense.
Though Ares considers himself a Dom, he is definitely not 24-7 because he has to be in control so much, all the time due to the demands of his job and the required energy it takes to be his brother’s keeper, what he wants in a partner is someone he can give to. So I purposely wrote it as two people agreeing to spicy play as part of their relationship…even though Ares tells Josie that he is bossy 🙂 She uses his name, doesn’t call him “sir” and he takes care of her in the green flag ways that tug at your heartstrings …. well, #goals.
Maybe Mercy’s books have influenced me…except my plan for Ares was always to have him be a soft Dom….
In Five Days to Be Mine, Evan is the guy you can take home to mom. This story is spicy and sweet and one of my favourites that I have ever written. Five Days to Be Mine is in KU.
five days to be mine by mercy denton in kinndle unlimiteed

When she likes it like that…

Sold To Her Enemy: A Night To Remember Auction is the latest Mercy Denton book and when I knew this was going to be an enemies to lovers romance, I wanted readers to buy in.

I didn’t want the characters to immediately like each other after one encounter.

I wanted the angst to be high.

The dislike to be strong. The hate vibes on both side to crackle – because that’s the kind of enemies to lovers I like to read.

And when I was thinking of adding the kink element, the power exchange to this book, I wanted something that was inherently unbalanced to drive what the FMC could be raging against but also…something she liked…done by someone she hates.

She likes it. Hate the fact that he’s the one doing it.

Even by him…she can’t help how her body responds.

During the interview Mckenna had prior to the night of the auction, she checked “yes” to humiliation, degradation and objectification.

She likes those kinks.

And maybe, the fact that a woman, who is in her late 20’s knows what satisfies her sexually does irk some readers?

Or maybe it’s because she chose things that are on the hard limit list of many?

Even if it rubs the line of dub-con she consented to those acts.

The fact that its Adrian, the man who destroyed the life she had, that is engaging in these acts, still doesn’t mean she needs to be saved.

Doesn’t mean he’s a bully.

Doesn’t mean she can’t handle it.

I know that this book isn’t everyone’s cup of tea – and that’s okay! – but for those who love these kinks and this trope? I hope you’ve enjoyed Mckenna and Adrian’s story.

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Hello September!

 

A ballpoint pen drawing of a pin up girl

Ah, the heatscape of the summer is nearly behind us and if you’re celebrating back to school, I hope it goes smoothly for you and Happy Tuesday to the rest of us.

This month I am going to do everything I can to get Josie and Ares off to beta readers and if the timing is on my side, maybe a Bandit Brothers surprise. I want to get back to Mercy’s Domme book so badly that it’s acting like my carrot to get through these edits.

I can’t wait to share these books with you! Readers keep me writing and I am so grateful.

This week in my newsletter, look out for a new bonus scene featuring Mulberry and Nick from Flame True. If you haven’t read Flame True, like all the Bandit Brothers books, it can be read in Kobo Plus for free here.

Gotta go make that chai latte and get back to the words!

 

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