Tag: Raleigh Damson

Bare and Frosty

At least that’s how it looks around here. For the last few weeks, I’ve been overhauling my website and I figured it’s past time for an update on the blog. I don’t mind this bare minimum look, that’s my goal for the next few months heading into the new year –

Okay, aesthetics aren’t my thing, clearly but I like to think that I have become better at graphics since 2021.

And yes, as a reader, I prefer less clutter on the screen, but I am not my reader (thankfully) and I realize I need to jazz this space up a little and at the very least, put new  “Here’s my book” pages up. I’ll get to it.

-not the full year, just the first handful of months. I have re-arranged my universe to take time to play with a new series. Because when one series ends… that’s what happens.
Something new.
And I’m really excited to dive in.

I’m starting to get lured in by this new world.

I wrote the Bandit Brothers Series because they were books I wanted to read:
Characters not new to kink. 
Emotional story lines. 
Side of suspense that made you turn the page.
Canadian settings. 

It’s been immensely fun and quite a ride.

This time, I’m writing the books I need… maybe I can draw in things from that fictional world into my own, like:

Coming home to lick your wounds. 
Soft place to land. 
Second chances. 
By the sea. 
An old flame still flickering… 
The group that has your back. 
A place that welcomes you, even though all you wanted was to leave… 
Small town. Away from the city.

Stuff like that…

But before I dive into the new world, Mercy’s Sinful Delights has a hold on me.
I go to bed thinking about Hunter, Cyrus and Delaney and then I wake-up thinking about them and I don’t know if I have had characters that are so utterly demanding and loud before, not quite like this. There is something about this trio and they are demanding to have their story told.

So in-between making merry and bright, I am scrambling down words, with the clock in the background… And this is why the Sinful Delights Series is currently out of kU. I don’t have an exact release date for the final book in the Sinful Delights Series (oh, and you know, other writerly business things also made the decision to leave kU with these books).

Five Days of Christmas Spice is still free for a little bit longer, on all retailers here: https://books2read.com/FiveDaysOfChristmasSpice and you can pre-order Flame For Always here: https://books2read.com/flameforalways

One of the things I love about writing is how it is an escape to create another reality but there are also other ways I bring this into my life.
This past October, my Mate and I watched the current Great British Baking Show and we are hooked on the Game of Wool: Britain’s Best Knitter and we eat copious amounts of snacks while doing it.
Sometimes your joy is pretending to be pensioners in Tottenham.


The whole length

Well, it’s not the white stuff falling but rain and I’ll take it. Like I said over on Mercy’s instagram, I have a to-do list as long as a monster’s c*ck and by now I’ve drank that first cup of coffee and the next one sat cold.

On today’s agenda is reading through the final edit of Five Nights of Yes, Ma’am, the next Mercy Denton book, book three in the Sinful Delights Series. You can pre-order it here and if you want to be the first to  read it, join the ARC team here.

What’s required to be on my ARC Team?

Read the book, review the book. Don’t steal it!

That’s it.

I don’t care how large your following is because sometimes, size doesn’t matter. Matters when it comes to that to-do list however and I need to keep going.

Hoping your Monday is filled with all the caffeine you need!

 

Flame For Keeps: Chapter 1

Today is release day for Flame For Keeps! I wanted to share the first chapter with you. You can read Flame For Keeps on Kobo Plus or buy from the retailer of your choice here: https://books2read.com/flameforkeeps

 

1 JOSIE 

Chefs don’t get hired in the dining room.

Josie Agosti pushed the words from her bestie out of her mind, even if she knew deep in her bones her friend was right.

She shifted in the scooped modern chair, needing to move to relieve the tension in her body after staying up late packing orders for her catering customers.

Her body was protesting the repetitive movement and too much time standing she’d done last night, but her customers relied on her to come through and she wasn’t going to let them down.

She stopped herself from moving the fork next to the knife. It was off by an inch and looked obscenely out of place in the famed seafood fine dining restaurant.

The crystal lights glowed from above, casting a soft spotlight on the polished wooden tables. The little vase of fresh flowers on each table had a star ornament perfect for the season without being overdone.

The wooden beams above created an openness for all this elegance to fit into giving it strong West Coast vibes and, even though she told herself it doesn’t matter, she’d really like to work here.

This restaurant was the kind of place a reservation needed to be made six months in advance, the kind of place celebrities frequented. The butterflies inside her belly were fluttering with nowhere to go. She couldn’t wait to meet with Executive Chef Gregory McNab and accept the job offer.

That’s what’s going to happen, she told herself, as if thinking it could will it into a reality.

***

When Chef McNabb called her out of the blue for an interview, she couldn’t believe her luck and jumped at the chance.

“But how did he get your number?” Josie asked to her friends.

“Does it matter?” Cecilia asked. “Chef McNabb’s restaurant is super intense, Josie. Do you really want that?”

“You know I do.” Josie brushed off the skeptical looks on her friends faces, they knew that working in this kind of restaurant was her dream.

***

She moved the small vase, taking deep breaths to quell her nerves. Josie took the top of the box off the shortbread cookies she’d brought as she saw the Chef’s balding head emerge from the back of the house.

“Ms. Agosti.” Chef McNabb held out his hand. He glanced at her from head to toe, the scrutiny making her sweat. But she shook his hand and tried to smile.

“Your resume is impressive! Graduate of Northwest Culinary Academy of Vancouver! Staging in Prince Edward Island.” Chef McNabb reached out and took a shortbread cookie from the box.

“Yes, Chef,” Josie said. “I love working with fresh ingredients and seafood. Both those experiences taught me a lot about using the bounty of the waters and making great plates of food.”

“I see. But not a lot of work experience in the kitchen aside from school?”

“I have a small catering business. I’ve cooked for several local celebrities.” She blushed, thinking of Ares Montague’s light green eyes, his striking angular face, and his curly blond hair.

Her tummy flipped flopped, thinking of the last time she saw Ares and turned down his invitation to dinner.

Again.

“You should be proud of your accomplishments, Ms. Agosti. I saw you perform in my kitchen during your bench test, and I loved how calm you were under pressure.”

Even though Chef McNabb had to leave that night, leaving his head chef in charge, Josie got along with the woman, and she knew she’d impressed Chef Paulson. Chef Paulson had been the first female head chef at the famed restaurant, and Josie looked up to her. To cook under her was a dream come true.

Josie smiled at his praise and hope bubbled up inside her. This was it.

Everything she dreamed about was going to happen.

“Thank-you Chef,” Josie said, smiling so wide her lips hurt. She couldn’t wait for him to make her an offer.

Chef McNabb leaned forward and took another shortbread cookie. “But I can’t offer you a job in my kitchen.”

Her smile faded, and her stomach hit the floor.

The chef chewing her shortbread cookie didn’t meet her eyes.

“Oh.” Josie leaned forward, willing herself not to cry. “But you said you were happy with my work.”

“My kitchen is fast-paced. We have thirty-five tables here and they turn over fast from Thursday to Sunday. We do a special feature each Monday, which brings a crowd in and we rarely have a lull. Maybe you should try a different type of restaurant.”

Her cheeks flamed. On Prince Edward Island, she worked for a celebrity chef, never missing a beat. Her references glowed.

“I kept up on service during the bench test,” Josie said.

“That’s true. Priscilla was thrilled with your work.”

Josie felt a flush climb up her neck. “Then why don’t you think I am a good fit?”

Chef McNabb clasped his hands together. “You kept up during one service, but for example, our Sunday brunch is busy and I have concerns about you keeping up all the time. At this high level, we expect consistency. A lot of young chefs have a problem with speed in the kitchen.”

“I can handle the physicality of being a chef,” Josie said. Her face grew hot and she felt about three apples high.

“As I said, maybe you can try for a different type of restaurant, one that is slower paced.” Chet McNabb grabbed another shortbread cookie. “You know, the back of the house isn’t for everyone. You have a pleasant personality. Have you thought of working on the floor? I could use a good hostess as back-up.”

Her cheeks burned with embarrassment. “As you said, I’ve accomplished a lot. I want to work in fine dining.”

“The workplace is often different from what they tell you in school. If you have a little catering business, I would stick to that.”

Josie twisted her hands into fists under the table. Nope, not going to cry. “Can I ask why you brought me in for an interview? You’re the one who called me.”

Chef McNabb picked up another cookie, broke it in half, crumbs dropping on the table. “Ares Montague gave me your number.”

“Ares?” Josie repeated. Her thoughts came to a halt.

“Yeah, we play in the same monthly charity poker game. I mentioned that I was looking for a chef and he said I should give you a call. He’d consider it a favour.” Chef McNabb gave her a smirk. “It’s nice to think he owes me now.”

Ares. Josie bit her tongue because she didn’t want to scream, not here. She felt humiliated enough.

“It was good to see you again, Ms. Agosti.” Chef McNabb stood, extending his hand.

“Thank you for meeting with me,” Josie said. She put the lid back on her shortbread cookies.

“Do you think I can get the recipe for your shortbread?”

“I’ll email it,” Josie said, her voice wobbling. She stood from the table, turned to Chef McNabb but she couldn’t think of anything to say. She knew she’d think of all the things she could have said as soon as she left but right now, words failed her.

He waved to her, and she exited the restaurant.

Outside in the cool drizzle, she took a few deep breaths, her thoughts crowding her mind, walking as fast as she could, stopping when she caught sight of her limp in a shop’s windows. She only ever saw it when other people did and she hated that. Josie closed her eyes against the wave of anger that threatened to spill tears because she knew this wasn’t worth crying over.

She stopped, pulling her cell out of her bag.

“Did you get the job?” Her best friend, Cecilia Yen’s, high voice made her smile.

“Nope. He had concerns about how I could keep up in his kitchen. A lot of young chefs have a problem with the speed of the kitchen. He wondered if maybe I would find being a hostess more enjoyable because I have a pleasant personality.” Her voice cracked, she couldn’t keep it together. she sniffled a sob and wiped at her face.

“You should sue the fucker, go to the press.”

“No, Cecilla. He didn’t say it,” Josie said. She turned left to where she parked her car.

He wasn’t the first person to use her disability as an excuse. Her cerebral palsy affected how she walked, but it didn’t make her incompetent.

“He all but did. What are you doing tonight?”

“I got to get back to the kitchen. I have food to cook.” She was fortunate she had work, and she needed to keep her customers happy.

“I don’t know how you let it roll off your back.”

“I don’t. It hurts, but I can’t do anything about it.”

“You don’t need him or anyone else, Josie. You have a business.”

“I know.”

It was the same thing her mother said about every interview Josie took. Her mom didn’t understand why she wouldn’t stop trying to get a job in a restaurant when her catering business outgrew her mother’s kitchen and she’d become busy enough to hire an assistant. But she couldn’t help but hold the dream she had of working in a fine dining restaurant.

Her ex-boyfriend, Ethan, told her she couldn’t do it and maybe that’s why she kept taking interviews, she needed to prove him wrong.

She thumped her steering wheel with her palm, a wave of anger crashing through her as Chef McNabb’s words registered deeper into her brain. She didn’t need favours.

“I have time to swing by before my shift.”

“Thanks, but I’m okay.” She needed to be alone, to work to drown out her anger.

The fact that Ares did her a favour she didn’t ask for made her blood heat with a simmering rage.

“See you tomorrow night for cat sitting?”

“I’ll be there,” Josie said. As soon as she hung up, her phone buzzed with a text.

[Harper] Hi Josie! I know it’s short notice, but can you bring something by for lunch, for 3pm?

She wanted to deny the request, but Harper was a good friend and the Montagues helped her business grow over the years.

It’s not like she had any good reason to deny it. A lot of her customers asked for on-the-spot lunches and she always had something ready to go.

No problem!

If Ares thought that she needed help, she was going to show him that she didn’t, thank you very much.

Before pulling out of the parking lot to make her way back to the restaurant she rented space in, she called her assistant.

“Hey, Josie. How did Chef Alphahole go?”

Josie grinned. “He’s not…okay, he kind of is. He doesn’t want me.”

“You don’t need him,” Avery said.

“So everyone keeps telling me. I’m on my way back, but I got a last-minute lunch request for Axis Management. Can you put together three lunch bowls? The salmon bowl was a hit last time, so let’s send those.”

“Not a problem.”

“Good. See you in thirty.”

Josie sighed, reached over, and brought up her playlist. With Avery taking care of the delivery, at least she didn’t have to see Ares Montague and could put him out of her mind.

***

Flame For Keeps

A determined woman. A man with a mission. A love worth fighting for.

Josie

With a thriving catering business, Josie Agosti doesn’t have time for love. Especially when it comes to her friend, Ares Montague.

He’s ten years her senior, a billionaire, and CEO of his own company.

She’s disabled and lives with her mother.

Josie has no idea what her friend sees in her but Ares’s determination and focus rivals her own.

Unable to deny the sparks between them any longer, Josie soon discovers the truth about her own limits…and about the man she thought she knew…

Ares

For Ares, loyalty is king in all things. There is no line he won’t cross to keep his brother, and the company they built together safe.

Now that he finally has the woman of his dreams, he’s determined to give her the pleasure and love he knows she deserves.

If only Josie can accept the truth about how far he’ll go to protect those he loves.

When danger threatens to destroy everything they’ve built together, Ares must decide where his loyalty truly lies….

Can Josie accept the darkness that surrounds her? Or will Ares lose more than just his company?

Flame For Keeps is the latest installment of the Bandit Brothers Series and can be read as a standalone. This steamy tale of romance has rope play and a heavy dose of suspense and ends in a HEA.

An HEA With A Disability

“It’s simply an accident of birth that I’m not even more important.”- Hyacinth Bucket [Keeping Up Appearances] 

 

This snowy Monday morning, I’m thinking about the accident of birth. About taking chances, even so. Keep going when the chips are down, that kind of thing.

For no reason at all.

This week, with the release of Flame For Keeps, I’m doing something I never thought I’d do.

At one point, I never thought this book would get into the hands of readers and I might have screamed into the void.

When expectations don’t meet reality, it can take a bit to get over it and get on with it and with the release of Flame For Foe, that’s what happened. Readers had asked me for a book about Quinn’s little sister ever since she first appeared in Flame For Two. So I expected the release to go well.

It didn’t.

I got my first ever hate mail about a fictional character. A neurodiverse character, who acted like a neurodiverse human didn’t find the warm reception I thought she would. But I love that book and the readers who love Flame For Foe love it and I write for readers who want my books about power exchange relationships with messy characters and spicy times (my unofficial tagline).

But Flame For Keeps was drafted. If readers didn’t like Flame For Foe…how were they going to react to a book with a disabled FMC? I didn’t have my armor patched up well enough to find out and I needed a break from from the Bandit Brothers world, so I paused all projects though I did go back in and lightly edit a few books and I think there was a cover change in there…

So I launched a pen name and released three books before I went back to the Bandit Brothers world. Because Ares deserves a HEA and Josie has been one of those side characters ever since the series started and their story wouldn’t leave me alone.

“Change her…so she doesn’t have a disability.” went through my mind but I couldn’t. Didn’t want to.

Throughout those cameo appearance Josie shows up with mobility aids…except for in Flame For Foe and she as an internal as to why that is…so to change her from being a disabled character to not just because I was a scaredy cat over it? I couldn’t do it.

Besides, there’s a part of me that needs this character with her disability to be in this series and I kind of love her.

But I never thought I would write a character that shares things in common with myself, in this way.

For over a decade I have written about disability and kink in other places before becoming a romance writer, but this felt too raw, too personal. In writing Josie, I had to separate fact from fiction My own lived experiences from my character’s and in doing so, brought me to confront how inexplicably background, socioeconomic status, molds one’s experience of being disabled.

This might be the book that caused the most self-reflection yet and it was hard to write through it at times.

But Josie gets her HEA, the Bandit Brothers Series has another book and I’m going to keep on writing, despite everything. Many thanks to the readers who have waited for this book and have kept me writing.

flame for keeps

 

Hello September!

 

A ballpoint pen drawing of a pin up girl

Ah, the heatscape of the summer is nearly behind us and if you’re celebrating back to school, I hope it goes smoothly for you and Happy Tuesday to the rest of us.

This month I am going to do everything I can to get Josie and Ares off to beta readers and if the timing is on my side, maybe a Bandit Brothers surprise. I want to get back to Mercy’s Domme book so badly that it’s acting like my carrot to get through these edits.

I can’t wait to share these books with you! Readers keep me writing and I am so grateful.

This week in my newsletter, look out for a new bonus scene featuring Mulberry and Nick from Flame True. If you haven’t read Flame True, like all the Bandit Brothers books, it can be read in Kobo Plus for free here.

Gotta go make that chai latte and get back to the words!

 

Pre order flame for keeps by raleigh damson

 

Reason This Pen Name Isn’t A Secret … or

#disabledlikethat

Three days before release of Sold To Her Enemy: A Night To Remember Auction and TikTok throws a fit and insists on being re-installed on my phone. Fine.

But then I can’t login into the mercywritesspice account because…I don’t remember the password. It’s a combination of letters and numbers and I swear, swear, swear that I pressed the save key for my phone to retain it in its memory.

But no.

If you’ve read here before you may recall that this is the second time I’ve lost the Mercy Denton account.  It’s she second time this year! that I have had account-password problems. Social media isn’t everything when it comes to book marketing but it helps to have a presence.

Especially three days before release day.

This is how #disabledaf affects my writing life.

Is it a “challenge” to overcome? No. It just is.

Do I hate that this happens? I mean, it’s an annoyance but I’m going to go burn down libraries.

I think it’s funny and highlights the irony of me ever thinking for a moment that I could just not mention being disabled (which I did, briefly, back when I started).

And because I can’t give up this blogging habit, here we are.

And maybe, there is another chaotic gremlin who is also #disabledaf out there seeing themselves in this post.

This is also an example of why I am so grateful I didn’t keep Mercy Denton as a “secret pen name.”

I don’t know if I could ever pull that off! Anyways, I went in and edited Raleigh’s TikTok so that it’s “Raleigh Damson also writing as Mercy Denton” and that actually makes it easier than maintaining two separate TikTok accounts.

I’m aware that the advice is to keep it all separate but I’m in Canada, I don’t have as much geo pull and I’m not out to make my TikToks go viral.

“If I didn’t marry you or give birth to you, I won’t remember your birthday,” is something I need on a mug.

And if I do? You should feel honoured. You should send me presents, honestly.

***

Anyways, if its hot as a demon’s snot where you are, I hope you’re staying cool. I’m hydrating with non-coffee things too and gong to get words down on Ares and Josie.

 

The next book in the auction

5k words down on the book I am not supposed to be writing at the moment is a win that’s going to set me up nicely for the rest of the week. I’m wondering where that warm-sunshiny vibes are, trying to organize my home into something that isn’t a lost box of wonder and finish up a bonus scene for Mara and Evan — it kind of turned into a novella and I might just hit send because it’s fun to give your readers things.

I made chocolate chip cookies. What I like in a chocolate chip cookie is the soft, thin, and chewy kind, but this is elusive and I think out of a hundred tries I manage to get it right twice…but I saw on the clock app this hack where you take the pan out of the oven with two minutes left on the cooking time and smash it with the bottom of a mason jar.

What the hay, the cubs thought it was fun and it kind of gave the desired result but it ended up spreading the chocolate chips out of the batter and ended up with a chocolatey splish splash effect…it was a tasty experiment anyways.

The next book in A Night To Remember Auction is out now! My Soul For Sale by Cassie Lein 

my soul for sale by cassie lein

New Doms and slow progress

I spent this week writing as much as I can on Mercy’s next book. It’s unannounced, there is no pre-order for it yet and I haven’t revealed the title, but I can share that it is Theo and Callie’s story. I gave myself my birthday week to get as much of a start on it as I can before I set it to one side and get back to Ares and Josie. I’m loving these new characters and want to spend more time in their world! And I can’t wait for readers to read this book – it’s the first book I’ve released featuring a male submissive.

Mercy’s next release is Sold to Her Enemy: A Night To Remember Auction out later this month, on the 21st.

My hand is still healing and it’s making typing slow – which is making me a little grumbly because the word count on the somewhat secret male submissive book would be higher if I had my normal speed – and it’s a little achy when it rains which makes me feel like kind of crotchety which isn’t a downside; there is a huge part of me that kind of digs the hedge witch image.

In my emails today, I spotted this great deal from Golden Angel. Grab the Nights at Stronghold: Stronghold Doms Boxset for $0.99. These books are fun and spicy with memorable characters and definitely a great deal!

Golden Angel boxset deal

 

Less than perfect is how I roll

Bad reviews.

Horrible onslaught of imposter syndrome.

Formatting errors because your brain is disabledaf like that.

These are some of the things that can add a low to my bookworld.

But do you know what I really, really could have done without this week?

Not another review telling me how much my FMC rubbed them the wrong way and making me question if they’ve met a neuro-spicy person before, ever.

Not the fact that I uploaded one book with odd chapter numbering and didn’t catch it until now.

Not the fact that I think I should be “further” ahead than I am now, whatever that means.

At the start of this week, I injured my hand.

The hand I use to type and write. My finger swelled four times its usual size and hurts like a mother.

All the other stuff? I can roll with. Bad reviews? Cool ,I’m glad you took the time to give me a try! I’m getting better at formatting and have someone to check all future books – this error was an upload problem that’s easy to fix on the novella that doesn’t sell much, anyway.

Imposter syndrome comes and goes but how readers are connecting with Five Days to Be Mine is giving me life.

But the hand?

My hand?

I need that, dammit.

Aren’t I disabled enough? *rolls eyes* *snorts*

This injury will heal and in the meanwhile, I’m fighting to write two bonus scenes and get back to Ares and Josie.

it’s been a week.

 

The distractions are afoul

This Wednesday finds me loving that the sun is shining it’s warm enough to be outside with just a sweater and my coffee is only half cold.

But these edits are kicking my butt, so I’m not around much-ish and my KDP dashboard shows 0 reads on Five Days to Be Mine. It’s fine. It’s fine.

Because I’m kind of in a Mercy brain, I’m sharing a snippet from Sold to Her Enemy. This book has been wild to write, this collab amazing to be apart of. It’s out in June and I hope you like it!

In this scene, Mckenna realizes that it’s Adrian who won her at the Club Lust Auction. She has a history with him.

 

“Obey, Mckenna. Don’t talk back to me. I don’t care if you don’t have other shoes. I’m not taking the chance of  you stabbing me with your pointy heel.”
I bite my lip hard, my hand pressing to my cheek.
I glare at him because I hadn’t thought of stabbing him with my stiletto.

“You tried to ruin my reputation. I am not taking chances.”
With a comment to a journalist, I might have made life hard for Adrian. But it doesn’t compare to how impossible he made my life when he took everything my father built away from my mother and I.

 Excerpt from Sold to Her Enemy by Mercy Denton Pre-Order here