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Meet Nick and Mulberry: Excerpt from Flame True, a slow-burn, fake-dating, love story. Bandit Brothers Book Four

Flame True’s release is in 5 days! Eeek. And book four? It’s so exciting. Thank you for hanging with me. The excerpt I am sharing today is actually chapter seven. And I know, I usually share the first chapter but it’s a slow burn.
So it takes a while for the meet to happen. It takes a while for Nick and Mulberry to work out their feelings. And it takes them a while to bang.
But their chemistry builds up and readers have loved the banter between them.
Slight spoilers. You can purchase Flame True at the special pre-order price of $2.99 click here 

 

CHAPTER SEVEN – NICK

 

Nick ignored her outstretched hand. “This way.”

He gritted his back teeth, watching Mulberry swing her hips, her long strawberry–blonde hair hitting the curve of her ass as she strode in front of him.

Nick lost count of how many languages he silently cursed inside his head throughout that meeting.

Ambush is the better word.

Like Xander couldn’t give him a heads-up? Nick’s throat closed as he jabbed the elevator button. Team Stealth’s mandate was to go where you were sent, but he was pissed about the lack of notice.

Okay, and he was also pissed that his two worlds would collide with this gig.

“Other than being spoiled and rich, is there a reason you don’t like me?”

Her soft voice reached into his stoned-off heart, and he shook his head.

He caught a flash of fear on her features as her face slid back into a mask of calm.

“Do I need a reason?” The words came out harsher than he meant.

He was about to walk them back when she glared at him, straightening her shoulders, her lips pursed.

The kind thing would be to reassure her that it’s not because of what happened to her, that his attitude towards her has nothing to do with the fact that he lost one of the best people he had ever known while rescuing her.

But he couldn’t because part of him wanted to pin her to the wall and kiss those glossy pink lips as if possessing her would drive out his grief over Jordan.

“So you’re just a dick, got it.”

The elevator dinged, and Mulberry strode out as if she owned the place.

Nick bit the inside of his cheek, cursing because all he could think about was how those full lips would look around his cock.

He wanted to feel the strands of that shiny hair wrapped around his fist.

His cock twitched as he brushed Mulberry’s arm, walking her down the hallway.

Desire pulsed in his veins.

Pushing it down, he strode to door number four and opened it with this thumbprint.

Going to door number four, he opened it with his thumbprint.

“Cool,” Mulberry mumbled.

“After you,” Nick held the door for her.

All the suites on this floor served as crash pads for whatever staff needed them, usually members of Team Stealth, and sometimes they used them as safe houses.

They were outfitted like luxurious hotel suites.

This suite opened to an open-concept living room with deep blue couches, a complete tv system and a small but functional kitchen.

Down the hall was one bedroom with one big bed.

“This isn’t awful,” Mulberry murmured, running her hand along the kitchen counter.

“A little more utilitarian than what you’re used to?”

“I meant, it’s surprising, that’s all.”

Her expression slipped into something softer again, and he wondered what she was thinking.

Mulberry opened the fridge and closed it again.

“Did you eat?”

“No.”

Nick sighed, marched to the fridge and pulled out a fruit tray.

“Eat.”

“I don’t want to,” she jutted out her chin.

“I wasn’t asking,” Nick said.

Her grey-blue eyes widened, and she lowered her gaze.

It was a way too submissive gesture, and Nick kicked himself, taking a step back from her.

Don’t even go there.

“It’s my job to keep you safe. You’ve been through an ordeal, and I won’t have you fainting on me.”

With slender fingers, she plucked a grape off the tray and popped it into her mouth, raising her eyebrows. “Satisfied?”

“Hardly. Now give me your plans for the day.”

“I told you. Do you have memory problems?” She hopped up on a stool, crossing one leg over another.

All Nick wanted was to touch her smooth skin, to see if it was as soft as it looked.

“Tell me again,” he leaned against the end of the counter, inches away from her.

“Like I said, hair with Emma, then dinner with her.”

“Okay, and I will join you at dinner. You’re going to have to tell Emma about me.”

Mulberry flushed, small pink spots appearing on her pale cheeks. “She’s going to be so mad at me, thinking I was keeping you a secret.”

“Do you normally keep secrets?” He watched her swallow hard, her fingers curl.

Nick wanted to shake her and make her talk to him, but he knew she was hurting, even if she pretended she wasn’t.

“Sometimes, when I have to.”

“And why do you have to?” He leaned forward, stopping himself from taking her slender fingers in his hand.

She laughed, her features changing to something soft and beautiful. Nick shook his hand and smiled ruefully.

“Okay, dumb question. But I do think we need to work on our back story.”

Mulberry nodded. “I came to Vancouver to see my mom film this show, but I do charity work with Growing Threads. They are a sustainable clothing line giving half their profits to charity.”

“How generous of them,” he said dryly.

“You’re against charity?” Mulberry to ok the plate, brushing by him, striding into the living room. Her floral scent teased his nostrils.

She leaned back against the couch, stretching out those gorgeous legs.

Feeling like some kind of forlorn puppy dog, he followed her.

“No,” Nick perched on the end of the couch. “I’m cynical of how much they actually help.”

“Because you know everything?” Incredulousness rang clear in her tone.

“No, because I watched people grandstand my whole life.” He wanted to be done with this conversation. “Fashion is not my thing. So I couldn’t meet you there. Where else?”

Mulberry shrugged. “When I was in Vancouver for the launch of the bag, that’s the last time I saw you. I went to the Ina Grott concert, but I guess girly hip hop isn’t your thing. I went with Emma and a group of friends. That guy with the shaved head and other bodyguards were on my details then. You stomped off during the day after I left the Growing Threads offices.”

Nick rubbed the stubble on his face and glared at her. “You didn’t listen. I told you to get in the car, and I’d drive you to the hotel as arranged, and you told me—“

“To go away,” Mulberry hugged her knees, and man did she ever look young.

Too damn young for the thoughts he had racing through his head.

Dirty thoughts, like how he wanted her legs around his neck. How he wanted to feel the weight of her breasts in his hands. “I ended up going with that woman and another guy.”

Nick curled his lip, remembering.

He felt slightly embarrassed that he couldn’t get her in the car. If it was a high-risk situation, anything other than basically babysitting, he would have done whatever was necessary to get her in that vehicle.

But Jeanette and Finn were the backups because it wasn’t long after the kidnapping and Jordan’s death, and Axis Management was on edge.

“Why did you tell me to go away?” His tongue felt thick in getting the words out.

Mulberry looked away. “I just needed space.”

It had been an unseasonably hot day in September, and he’d stood waiting outside the charity’s building. When she came out, she looked upset, tears streaking down her cheeks.

He grabbed her arm and asked if she was okay.

He glanced at her now, huddled into herself on the couch, her face between her knees.

She looked up as he moved, sitting on the table across from her.

“Mulberry, you have chosen the course here. It’s my job to keep you safe, and I promise I will do that. But I need to know if something could be a threat.”

The silence stretched between them for a couple of moments.

Nick knew how to wait. Though he wasn’t great at it, it was a learned skill he employed. |

He watched as the thoughts flickered across her expression.

She glanced at him and shook her head. “It’s been quiet. I haven’t noticed anything unusual lately. I haven’t had fan mail like I did right after it happened, men who wanted me to re-enact what happened to me in some warped fantasy.”

His blood heated. “Seriously?”

“Uh yeah, people suck.”

Staring at her grey-blue eyes, he leaned forward. “What happened that day at Growing Threads?”

She glanced away from him. “I don’t want to talk about it.”

“I know. But remember that thing about keeping you safe? Giving me info helps” he stared at her, urging her to talk.

“We had just finished filming the video for the commercial. The designer of the bag, who wasn’t informed of the agreement I had made, started asking me questions about the kidnapping, saying that I looked well, but it was the tone they said it in. As if I couldn’t be in one piece because of what happened.” She pushed the heel of her hands into her eyes, and he wanted to reach out and touch her, wrap her in his arms and hold her tight.

“The organization’s director stepped in and redirected the conversation, but I was too raw then. You were the first person I saw, and I just… freaked out.”

“Okay, I get that.”

“So when Emma asked me if I wanted to go to the concert, I said yes, even though I was supposed to fly home to L.A. that night.”

He couldn’t help but smile.

“What’s so funny?” Mulberry crossed her arms over her chest.

“My younger sister, Colette, was in town to help our father set up the satellite offices of Laurent Industries. She’s a huge Ina Grott fan. I went with her to the concert.”

Nick tried to stop the idiotic smile from spreading across his face but couldn’t.

Xander couldn’t have planned this better if he had tried.

“Are you serious?”

“Yeah.” From his pocket, he pulled out his phone and spoke into it. “Grott concert, photos.”

And passed the phone to Mulberry.

“Wow, you had better seats than I did.”

“Yeah. For our background story, we can say we met there, and we’ve dated on and off ever since. Now we’re on.” This time he did reach out and take her hand in his, her small delicate hand.

He remembered how cold her hand was when he and the other members of Team Stealth rescued her from that tent, how scared she was, and how she couldn’t speak for hours.

“Okay, we have an origin story, great.” Mulberry snatched her hand away. “I need a nap before I meet Emma.”

“Be my guest,” Nick spread his arms out wide, indicating the space.

“You can go,” she made a shooing gesture with her hands. It made him grind his molars.

“That’s not how this works, Mulberry. But because this building is so secure, I can take care of a couple things, but outside of here, we’ll be together. For future reference, I don’t like being told what to do.”

He put some steel in his tone, trying to figure her out. Her quick mood swings threw him. One moment she was haughty and snobby, the next open and vulnerable.

She bit her lip. “But you work for me. We hired you.”

“Correct. But your safety will come before anything, and I don’t take my orders from you.”

“Can I text you when I’m ready?”

“Text me as soon as you get up.” He stood, ending the conversation. There was no reason for her to text him immediately other than he wanted her to do it, to see how she followed orders.

“I wish I had something to change into. I can’t believe how tired this whole thing’s made me feel.”

“In the bedroom closet, there is probably loungewear of some kind. I’ll see what I can do about your things. Give me your phone.”

Without hesitation, she held it out to Nick. Using a Laurent Industries scanner app, he had all her phone’s info and contact in seconds.

Mulberry stood and shook her head as if stopping herself from waving bye at him or walking him to the door.

“Get some rest. The panels for the lights are here.” Nick pointed to the sleek bank of switches on the wall. “And you are completely safe.”

“That’s why I think I can sleep. Alone, finally,” her brows furrowed. She crossed her arms over her chest.

“Mulberry, is there anything else I need to know right now?”

“No. Can I ask you something?”

“Of course.” Nick slid his hands into his pockets, trying to be casual.

“Do you have a girlfriend or a wife…when we’re photographed, am I going to cause trouble for you?” Her big eyes looked at him under her long wispy bangs, and something tugged at his heart at how insecure and empathetic she was at this moment.

He strode over to her. Reaching out, he trailed his fingers through her silky hair.

He lightly draped an arm around her when she didn’t pull away. She felt soft under his touch.

His thumb brushed her exposed collarbone for a moment.

An electric current sparked to life between them.

“No, Mulberry, I have no attachments. If we’re photographed together, my Mamie, my grandmother, will shout for joy.”

She smiled. “Really?”

“Yes, the Heir of Laurent Industries not setting down has been an issue.”

“I can imagine,” Mulberry mumbled.

“Oh, it’s worse than anything you can imagine. My mother tried to set me up just the other morning.”

She giggled. “Did you agree?”

“Nobody is going to tell me who to love or when. Also, I’m not the settling down type.”

“Lucky for me, you’re the bodyguard type.”

“Yeah.”

She smiled at him, and it wasn’t a fake expression. He was happy to see the worry leave her face. When she dropped her guards, being in her company was kind of easy.

“Ah, I should introduce you to the parents before the gala, sorry. Breakfast tomorrow?”

“Why are you saying sorry?”

“They’re kind of a lot.”

“I got myself into this. Should I be nervous?”

Nick shrugged. “No. They’ll love you, don’t worry.”

“They won’t be able to tell you don’t like me?”

“I will hide it well. I am good at my job.”

She smiled. “Breakfast is fine.”

“Yes. Do I need to tuck you into bed?”

She flushed and shook her head. “No, it’s fine. I’ll see you later.”

“Bye, Mulberry.”

“Bye, Nick Laurent,” Mulberry smiled.

“Don’t forget to call your dad,” he said, turning back.

“Do you always listen to your mama?”

Nick laughed. “Not as often as she’d like.”

“Okay, I’ll call dad. See you later.”

He closed the door behind him, his dick hard in his pants.

This was a horrible idea in so many ways because there was no way Mulberry could be anything other than an assignment, no matter how much her lips made his dick twitch.

***
Excerpt taken from Flame True by Raleigh Damson. All rights reserved. 

 

 

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Feeling kind of scrambled this week, my ability to focus has seemed to go out the window. It’s probably the downtime after the holidays and the gearing up for a release and everything but this week’s been a little bit low on the word count.

And maybe it’s feeling self-conscious about having another book out in the world.

Anyways, if you haven’t grabbed the bonus scene from Flame Again, That Night At Club Bandit, follow the link below and it’s yours.

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You can be an author. Badly.

I don’t mean “behaving” badly because that’d put you in the category of being a problematic author and yikes! you don’t want that. I mean, you can do this indie author thing imperfectly.

You can do it and make mistakes and keep doing it.
You can do it with no sales, or low sales. You can do it with one book out or three. You can do it and not have fifty reviews on ‘Zon, you can do it and have zero street team, no hype people and you can do it, even if you’re not sure you’re going to write again.

Every time I start a new book, I don’t know if that’s actually going to be a book because it doesn’t feel like it.

I published Flame For You,  March 21 2022 and I’m going to skip all the stuff that got me to press “publish” because that’s a different post and I’ve talked about it before.
And I (and still am) kind of awful at graphics.
And I didn’t know about backmatter.
And my blurbs (and still can) be better.

But I wanted to connect with readers, share a great story I wrote and do this indie author thing and my mantra became, “I’m doing all of this badly.” Seriously. But that lowered my threshold for aiming for perfection. That kept me in my wheelhouse and it kept me focusing on things that I do well.

So my graphics improved, I upped my backmatter game and I am still playing with my blurbs.

And maybe this year, my mantra should be, “Doing it anyways.”
Because doing it badly is far better than not doing it.
Writing is way, way, less painful than not being able to write, even on it’s most frustrating, I-lost-my-edits-day and I am so grateful to be an indie author, with books out and I couldn’t have imagined how it would roll out, back there in March.

The other day, I posted a video on TikTok, where I said, “I don’t know how to message on this app.” It would have been more accurate to say, “I’m not the most comfortable on this app.” but whatever, it was honest and true and in saying that, people were like, “Oh! Here’s how. Try this.” and it wasn’t the first time I have tried for ARCs but this time, I connected new readers.

This year – or technically I guess, not even full year, has been amazing.
But if I hadn’t lowered the bar, hadn’t told myself that I am doing this very badly and kept going, I wouldn’t have seen it reach three books.

So I’m going to keep going. And keep improving, and growing and it’s not going to be perfect, it’s going to be messy and choatic and maybe even some of it will be bad, but I’m going to do it anyways.

 

This turn around the sun.

ARCs for Flame True keep going out. If you want one, don’t be shy. I’m really not picky. I ask that you don’t steal it and that you leave a review somewhere on January 17th (your blog? Cool. your tiktok? Thank you! Your reader group? Excellent. Kobo, Apple, Goodreads, Google Play Books? Cool).

Also, late last night I uploaded the final files for Flame True on all the retailers and that is always a relief, to come in under that countdown clock. All I have planned for today is to go for a walk and a coffee and I’ll hang with the cubs and Mr. Damson at home and we’ll flip the calendar together, like we have done for twenty years, now.

This year is one I’m happy to see go. Looking to 2023, I know it’ll be different. And that’s enough for me on the last day of the year.

Thank you to my readers for reading my books – you have been the bright spot in this year and I am so grateful. Quote on new years

Flame For Two, on Sale at Smashwords!

Hi friends,

There is snow out there and more on the way and hours and many cups of tea later, I still feel the cold from being out with the cubs making snow castles. Trying to both get everything done this week and slow down… I lean more towards the, “slow down” and things can wait. They’ll get done or they won’t..

Except for Flame True, it’s getting done.

Anyways, Smashwords is having an end-of-the-year sale, and Flame For Two, the second book in the Bandit Brothers Series, Harper, Logan, and Xander’s story is %50 percent off right now, over there. Click here.

Going to make more tea…

Santa’s Naughty List Paperback Giveaway!

Good morning friends!

A weak winter sun is streaming into my Book Workshop room as my cubs call it, landing on the empty table that’s waiting for Yuletide decorations. I am hoping to have some festive touches by the day’s end.

I think all of my Alpha Males would be on Santa’s Naughty list but it’s a toss-up between Quinn and Gabe for who would take first place. Like Quinn? Doesn’t seem to stick to any kind of lasting change and you know, you can love someone who has a temper anyways. Gabe had to cut ties to eliminate his stresses but it’s worked out well for him.
I don’t think Logan Marrock or Dax O’Connor would make the list, they’re just too good-natured to let anything stick in their emotional craw for any length of time.

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The flawed character who doesn’t apologize. Meet Quinn Walsh.

Quinn Walsh, the main character of Flame For You.

Some like him, some don’t.

He doesn’t hide that he’s an asshole.

But he is loyal, so his friends give him a good shake when he needs it and one heck of a pass.

He has taken care of his mother and his sister and his family for years, he deeply cares about the people he loves.

Quinn has flaws, for sure. He has a quick temper, he takes longer to apologize than he probably should. He gets wrapped up in his head and can be slow to see the emotional fallout of his actions.

He is grieving and wounded and flawed and none of that is wrapped up by the end of Flame For You.

Ah! He meets Simone. And she definitely, absolutely, melts that cage around his heart. She knows he’s kind of gruff and detached at times but he also makes her feel safe, and adored, he listens to her, handles what she gives him with care and they find their way to a HEA.

But Simone isn’t out to save Quinn. She gets who he is and she loves him…with his temper and his flaws and his grieving heart, anyways.

And in my Christmas short-story this year, “Christmas with her Grumpy-grinch”, we see that Simone has grown, she calls him out on his stuff but Quinn still lets things get at him, doesn’t always pause, and then explodes. And he’s still slow to apologize but he does.

I will always have a soft spot for Quinn. Flame For You, Raleigh DamsonI love him and I am happy Quinn and I have found readers who also love him, flaws and all.

 

We can be optimists.

The high winds whipped against the windows throughout the night and it brought to mind the mourning of a sea goddess as those winds over and over can absolutely drive someone to… well insomnia. So I am starting the last month of the year with no sleep but a full cup of coffee and optimism, I’ll take it.

Have you pre-ordered Flame True? I have a few pieces to tidy up and once I’ve been sufficiently coffeed, I’ll get on that.

Hope the first day of the last month is good to you, friends.

When You Move A Release Date …

Within the calendar year of 2022, I released the first three books (plus one novella) in the Bandit Brothers Series. But that wasn’t my plan. Originally, I wanted to finish the series within the calendar year – oh! High expectations!

But when it came time to decide on a release date for Flame True, the fourth book in the series, I kind of blanked. I was so excited about this book, it’s the story of Mulberry who is part of the inciting event of Flame For You, book one and I wanted to get it into readers’ hands.

Then I realized how close to the holidays we were. So I moved the release date to January.

I sent Flame True off to my wonderful betas, re-vamped the blurbs for the series, found my way into a shared world with an incredibly talented group of authors (book coming 2024), and decided to write a short story about Clara, the sub from Flame For You, wrote two Christmas bonus scenes, switched newsletter list providers, slowly worked on making this website prettier, and got a ton finessed on Book Five.

Moving the release date for Flame True was the right decision, even though it felt scary. In moving the release date the fears about not being able to write surfaced but as it turned out, I got more written because my creativity flowed without pressure.

Sort of taking the threads from the season of rest and renewal and quieting/ or hitting pause … not a bad thing, highly recommended it.

year strong

 

He wants to make her a gingerbread princess.

Hello everyone! I am here with too little coffee, way too little sleep and wind-burned cheeks from being at the ice rink yesterday.

Not that I skated, I watched, and you know, I think I got the colder side of that deal.

Super excited to be finalizing the outline for Book Five today, in the blocked-off-time-for-this-reason I made, and beta feedback is coming in on Flame True.

I can’t wait to share Nick & Mulberry’s story! They like good banter, and they are so perfect for each other… just a few more weeks.

If you have read Flame Again, here is a bonus scene. Gabe wants to make her a gingerbread princess… grab it here: https://dl.bookfunnel.com/3nl613xbfy